Reality

Something someone said which really reached till my heart and I think I should implement it in my life...

Everything around you seems different from what it seems. One doesn't realize till they find out things. You can only control your reactions to it, you cannot control people.

I think its high time I should do what I like to go, not giving damn about what will people think. Its all evil world. Nobody around you is a saint. There is no point in suppressing your feelings/action because you are worried about "what if people find out". You are as good as you think and there is no one who can change the way you feel about yourself.

Its time to be selfish now...

Decision

I think this is it. Time has come to make a decision. I can't get better time to this. I have given it a good thought. Will need guidance from a few people, not approval mind you. But I have sort of made up my mind. Its now or never.

Its not going to be difficult. A little intimidating, its another chance to explore. And in the mean time, I am buying time, for good...

Is it the instincts, am I insane? I don't know. All I know is, I want to do it, I want to see what it is like. May be I won't like it. But how will I know if I don't give it a shot. I need to give myself this chance. Just because I can.