Change is good

I always feel a sort of emptiness when Nikhil goes away, even if it is just for 10 days. Its kind of scary... lonely. Even more so now, especially after spending seven most beautiful days with him, which can easily qualify as one of the best times together.

My routine is changed now. Its not relaxing after work anymore. It is not sitting in front of the laptop after coming home. It involves cleaning, cooking and sometimes even washing. This is a good change actually. And I wont really mind this kind of life going forward. But to tell a little secret, I don't want to do it all alone. It will be so great to have a company!!

Mellow mood playlist is on and I am gonna cook now... all by myself...