Dreamz Unlimited

I love dreaming. I love to speculate things, wonder about the what ifs and make or break my day.

Yesterday I spend a very nice day (half a day rather. Lets be specific here) just talking, thinking about future, speculating how will it be, making jokes out of it. The fake anger, the fake rudeness and the fake whining. Then I get the extra affection and he will ask me if I am alright and why I am so pissed now, when I am not. I just want more attention from him and I know I deserve it. I absolutely loved every minute of it.

You know, when you are together, you don't have to do anything special, not even hold hands. Just the fact that you are together matters. Its amazing how a few simple words, just a small gesture that will take no extraordinary efforts can change everything. The crazy things like he sitting on the drivers seat show me how flying plane is like, we checking out the so called "chicks" and then end up arguing about what we are going to buy and why we are going to buy that... these give you lasting happiness.

I know that the things that are making me so happy today are pretty much going to bring tears into my eyes tomorrow. But it doesn't matter. The time spent together talking about all this was great. There is a saying in hindi. 'Umeed pe duniya kayam hai'. We just have to hold on to the hope that everything will take care of itself.